digging out

A beautiful rain is falling...
~*~Spirit of the rain, wash away the negativity that has invaded my inner life, bring a new healing comfort and guide, and a strength to stand up for and be true to myself.~*~

The hardest part will be saying no to him when he does call... when every fiber of my being wants to say yes... 3 years is a long time to dig yourself into a self-destructive rut, and it will take time to dig myself out....